November 8th, 2002

Knot

depression

went to work today.. lasted about an hour before I had to put the sunglasses back on... The CRT prolly didn't help much, either.

Came home and napped... rents called... etc.. Eyes still sore/tired... but not quite sleepy, so..

I've been sitting in mostly darkness, listening to Silly Wizard... questing every 1/2 hour.. occasionally chatting briefly. *sigh*

Rodimus called to invite me out to dinner, but I just wasn't up to it. I'm pretty much just brooding, thinking of Strawberry... Some of these songs really hit hard that way. Seems it's time to go ahead and embrace all of that, and get it over with while I have the chance... for now.

Need to clean up, take the trash out, and a few other things... Not going to happen tonight, but perhaps tomorrow before the LAN party. I'm hoping I'll be able to play... may have to take frequent breaks and wear the shades.

I may go ahead and listen to
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went to work today.. lasted about an hour before I had to put the sunglasses back on... The CRT prolly didn't help much, either.

Came home and napped... rents called... etc.. Eyes still sore/tired... but not quite sleepy, so..

I've been sitting in mostly darkness, listening to <a href="http://www.cabel.net:8080/~gluke/Texts/Wizard/DIR_IDX.HTM">Silly Wizard</a>... questing every 1/2 hour.. occasionally chatting briefly. *sigh*

Rodimus called to invite me out to dinner, but I just wasn't up to it. I'm pretty much just brooding, thinking of Strawberry... Some of these songs really hit hard that way. Seems it's time to go ahead and embrace all of that, and get it over with while I have the chance... for now.

Need to clean up, take the trash out, and a few other things... Not going to happen tonight, but perhaps tomorrow before the LAN party. I'm hoping I'll be able to play... may have to take frequent breaks and wear the shades.

I may go ahead and listen to <a href"http://www.geocities.com/Broadway/Balcony/5705/Lesmis.html">Les Miserables</a> while I'm in this mood - I listened to it quite alot that summer, when I fell for Strawberry... Haven't been able to really listen to it much since. I miss my CD changer - used to be able to listen to 100 CDs in a row without stopping/changing... Perhaps a new one will be my next big toy. That reminds me, need to pay bills, and mail in my rebate for the smartmedia and the reimbursement for the LASIK.

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  • Current Music
    Silly Wizard - The Valley of Strathmore
ddr

swinging

kinda odd... I finally got fed up with myself for being down, so after Silly Wizard, I got up and walked the trash to the dumpster... and mailed the rebate. The fresh air did me good, I came home and opened the window - it's nice outside, just a bit cool.. but the fresh air is having a wonderful affect on me. It's also rain weather, can smell it.. I love the rain, it gives me so much energy.

In the middle of Les Miserables now... I forgot how well I knew it all, been singing along.

Did the evil friendsfriends thing, and added a bunch of new ones... that, and the ones I did yesterday should mean a pretty busy friends list.
  • Current Music
    Les Miz