May 19th, 2002


so, yeah

I believe I'm officially depressed at the moment.. it's been coming on for awhile, but it wasn't full force until today.

I got up early and vegged... Taz calls, we agree to meet at Chinese at noon for lunch, then go shopping. I veg and wait...

Finally leave for Chinese - I'm early, but couldn't stand to sit here and wait... I get there, wait for a bit, and Taz calls saying they're waiting for clothes to come out of the dryer to wear... I keep waiting... They finally arrive, and inform me that they have to leave right after lunch to go home and work.


We eat, and talk a little... By the time we're through, I'm incredibly.... something. I barely keep together long enough to leave and drive home, where I immediately head to bed and sleep for 4+ hours.

I'm not sure what exactly I was feeling, but it was intense... and I felt like letting it out right then wouldn't be a good idea.

I'm thinking I'll try to get it down into an email or something..

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