Cernunnos Morrigu

Taz just called...

evidently some higher-up in the military decided that enough is enough, and sent a formal letter yesterday to whoever it is that decided these things... saying that if they don't hear back ASAP, then the orders for Taz's deployment are cancelled. Of course, if they do hear back... it will be with a deployment date.

I'm already feeling a mood coming on

dammit

dammit

dammit

guess I'll just do what I can to get over it

it's Rain's going away dinner tonight, so there's no real choice... I'd like to send them off nicely

However, I'm at the point where retreating from the entire world sounds really really good right now.

and this whole thing with Taz... I'm glad we tried it, but I don't see it lasting very long. I don't know that I have the patience to handle them with the care I want to... and I don't think they understand me enough to realize how I can't compromise on some things as much ad they'd prefer.

Haha called earlier.. Chichi is getting yet another transfusion today.

I feel a headache coming on

There's so much more to write, I need to get caught up form the week

But, well, fuckit