November 7th, 2000

Knot

Another Blah day

For some reason, I was awake at 4:00am. I could have easily gotten up then.. but why? So I went back to bed, forced myself back to sleep. Then, of course, every time I woke up, I immediately wanted to roll over and go back to sleep. I finally decided I'd tossed and turned enough, so got up... But I'm really blah...

Last night after I got home, I did the rounds of site checking, got on IRC, ICQ... And tried to help someone get rid of a virus they had. Finally, I couldn't keep my eyes open, so I shut everything down. This is very unlike me. I always like to leave everything up and running and be online. But I shut it all down and went to bed and tried to sleep for quite awhile before I actually did pass out.

I have 2 calls to make today, that should be it. I've got that phone interview tomorrow, which I have to cancel my appointment to take my car in to make. Ah well.
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Knot

System Maintenance...

Is what I spent some time doing today... That, and reading my second to last novel from the library. Both my machine and the new of Chichi's. Yay. Joy.

I'm still feeling down, still not sure why. I could, I suppose go back to drinking the Dr Pepper every day, and stop having beer every other day. Just to see if that has something to do with it. I don't think it's medical, although it may well be. I need to check by biorhythm again, that may point towards the problem.

What I'm really thinking the problem is.... Stress and pressure to get a job ASAP.
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