guess I'll just do what I can to get over it
it's Rain's going away dinner tonight, so there's no real choice... I'd like to send them off nicely
However, I'm at the point where retreating from the entire world sounds really really good right now.
and this whole thing with Taz... I'm glad we tried it, but I don't see it lasting very long. I don't know that I have the patience to handle them with the care I want to... and I don't think they understand me enough to realize how I can't compromise on some things as much ad they'd prefer.
Haha called earlier.. Chichi is getting yet another transfusion today.
I feel a headache coming on
There's so much more to write, I need to get caught up form the week
But, well, fuckit