Cernunnos Morrigu (cmorrigu) wrote,
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damn... what a long week.... too much fun is tiring...

lesse... last update fri evening... we had dinner.... came back here and did some DDR... then RedneckNinja initiated a game of Mao.... which was amusing... I won two, so I made a rule that when anyone else drank, Rain would... it was their birthday, after all.... it pretty much ended the game, since Rain was already pretty toasty by then....

We chatted and such, listened to some Trance Europe Express, TMBG, and Johnny Socko.... I chatted with Tigger off an on all night.... ended up setting up my webcam for ppl to watch us be drunk.... they couldn't get theirs going, though... but I did get some pics from them....

was earlyish when Morphine and Hunnybee left, taking Rain with them.... RedneckNinja finished watching X and I went to bed....

Sat, we slept in... vegged... were supposed to go the win tasting thing, but S didn't call back with confirmation, so... we were lazy instead... finally left in time to get food at karaoke.....

got there, and it was packed... the karaoke room was full... luckily, Taz had reserved us a booth across from theirs... we finally flagged down a waitress and got our food and drinks ordered....

now for the fun part. I was enjoying a Djarum Special, and this person comes around, sniffing... so I cover up a bit, and htey look over and go "You! It's you! I knew I smelled those!" and we have a short conversation about them, before I give it to them to finish off.... 10 minutes or so later, the bartender comes over and says "that person over there wants to buy you a drink... you've got water... but what do you want?" hehe, so I get a local microbrew... it was fun... later on in the night, I go up and talk to them and their SO... then later still, they come over and chat with me flirtateously and ask to give them "a hit" of the next one... which I eventually do.. and we chat more... then the dance music break hits and they're dancing teasingly around... lotsa fun.

hmmm.... Taz left early, cuz J was getting bratty.... and I got bored pretty quickly after that... so we left... Rain and Morphine and Hunnybee went out to Lawrence for donuts, but RedneckNinja and I were beat, so we just came back to veg and sleep...

This morning, I couldn't sleep in as long as I wanted to... got up and let myself wake up slowly.... finally called into do work.... didn't get much done... RedneckNinja left around 1.... they should be getting back any time now...

after work, I put some laundry in and took a nap... Morphine woke me up with a call to go have thai for dinner, which I did... then they went to Target and I came back for more laundry and vegging.... I'm not feeling all that great, I think I need more sleep...

now I'm just taking it easy, enjoying the silence and solitude.... and wondering what comes next in life.

RedneckNinja and I got philosophical a number of times.... it's strange that we haven't seen each other much for the past few years, yet we're still very close.... talking about all sorts of things.... it's nice to have that trust.... and separation from my life here.

They ended up saying they did like it out here, and hoped to be able to come out sometime in the next year... we'll see...

I am impressed with myself. RedneckNinja did say that they noticed a change in how social I was being.... I am much more sociable now. Perhaps I'm a bit more comfortable with myself.... dunno... something.. I know I wouldn't have been able to handle that clove/beer situation like that in years past.... It would have been.... bad... instead of fun....

Now, what do I do with that? I've got Strawberry, Taz, M, W, A, Tigger.... hell, even Hunnybee, Ankh, Exodus, and S... on my mind... I am attracted to them all for various reasons, even if I can't do anything about it in most cases - marriage, distance, baggage, etc... all prevent anything from going on... I have too much damn respect for things like that.... dammit.

RedneckNinja just called, they just got back home....

I'm in a strange mood, I guess that's what it comes down to.
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