Cernunnos Morrigu (cmorrigu) wrote,
Cernunnos Morrigu
cmorrigu

xmas eve

well I haven't updated much, partly due to the fact there's not much going on...

family is really starting to get to me... as is dad's condition....

spend most of the days playing on the palm, lynx, or computer... mostly away from the crowd of family around dad... stay up late... sleep in... eat...

talked to Taz on Sat for a bit, and exchanged voicemails today...

talked to Overlord today...

chatted off and on with Oz and Tigger...

supposed to chat tomorrow night with Rodimus to solidify plans... prolly knock around town and such on wed, then leave thurs... but unconfirmed...

spent some quality time with dad today... we wrapped some presents, and talked about things... and yeah, we're ok... spoke about work and friends and Strawberry and Taz... all sorts of things...

there's a slight, miracle-level chance that he'll get strong enough to have the chemo/rad therapy then replacement stem cells and be ok... but as it stands, he's just too weak to even attempt it yet. supposed to go to the doc on wed or thurs to discuss...

He asked me if I went and got any tests done at the doc, and I said that I hadn't, and didn't see any reason to. He told me I'm stubborn...

I think he understands more than he's letting on... and that no matter what course things take, we'll always be family.

I tried to explain, but couldn't, part of a conversation I had with Tigger the night the bad news came in... Tigger asked "are you close to your father?" and I said something to the effect of, "It's not that I'm close or not close, it's that he is my dad." Of course I was so choked up at that point that it probably didnt come thorugh either time.

I hope S is doing well, and that some of my packages came in at home... I'd call to check, but I really don't see the need - I'm sure everything is taken care of by their more than capable hands. I just need to call on the way back with an ETA so I can get back in my place.

Lots of people wondering why Rodimus and S are spending the holiday apart... I just accept their explanation and don't dwell on it.

Taz and M and S are hanging out tonight, which is good but strange.... I wonder if the cigs or cats at M's place will get to S... Kinda wish I was there to hang with Taz...

Thought briefly about contacting Ankh, but remembered RedneckNinja's discourse and decided not to...

I'm jonesing for a clove... I've got that nice new cig case to use....

Need to DDR, been eating alot and not much XR Size except for up and down the stairs...

Hmmm... I know there's more, but I just want to veg and play atm, for lack of anything better to do.

So... yeah
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