Cernunnos Morrigu (cmorrigu) wrote,
Cernunnos Morrigu
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yeah so what am I, depressed?

'cuz I did entirely too much shopping today....

ah well...

felt kinda sick trying to finish my dinner, too.... damn that Rain.... got Morphine, Hunnybee, and I all sick.... bleah... of course I suppose sharing a sake cup wasn't the brightest idea with someone who's sick, but still....

was watching Riverdance because, well, I was thinking there may be some moves I could add to DDR routines... umm.... no. Not like they do it, anyways... maybe a bit slower and with less force, though....

got suckered into working the late shift on thurs, which is DDR night... of course I'll only be working IFF there's something to do....

Kinda strange mood tonight... kinda lonely, kinda anxious, kinda antisocial....

Ah well, guess I'll do a little more stretching/XR Sizing, stuff myself, and finally get the hell to sleep... It was touch and go earlier, almost succumbed....

Side note, I'm happy that there are new Junkyard Wars episodes with Rob back as host... for some reason he fits the role perfectly, and of course with Cathy... *slurp*

I bought 300 CDRs today, I hope that will last until next year... but with 60Gigs always full.... If I actually sat down for the 3 days it would take to burn it all off....

And since vacation at this time is still uncertain.... anyone want a slightly used me to pay holiday visits?

And since it's that season... I personally find the practice of people postings wishlists and asking for stuff to be bought for them revolting. On the other hand, I admire it as well, even if it's still a bit tacky. And again still, I wouldn't mind posting a wish list, but I wouldn't want anyone else to buy anything for me off of it... unless they were going to buy something for me anyways, which they shouldn't.

I'm attempting (and failing) to be less of a thing-fetishist.... less materialistic... less packratish....

Yes, there are a few toys I still want, and yes I spent many hours today ogling and buying trinkets... But, I haven't done that in quite awhile... I've mostly been trying to stay away from it, so a splurge now and then doesn't hurt as much... Besides, at this point, I've got the cash to cover what I bought.

That, and Sears called.. which was funny to me for some reason... They called to verify that the gift I wanted sent to the rents was intended and all that... Which it was...

I'm kinda dreading, kinda enjoying the thought of that call, and how it will go. OF course it will be Haha that calls, and probably either that voice which means "You're really wired, but I love you," or in tears, blubbering about how wonderful I am and the thought of the gift was and all that.

Frankly, I did it because I feel I owe them. And I've noticed more and more how much I keep track of all that. I owe about 5 lunches to previous coworkers that I need to get completed so they are off my back... not the coworkers, my sense of balance in the favors department. And various people, most of my friends, in fact, owe me something. or have at some points in life. And I'm not one to collect or demand payment unless it's necessary... Like if we go to lunch at a cash-only place and I know someone owes me...

It's just one of those... things... I don't really talk about, I don't really advertise, but its' part of me.

since I've already gone on far longer than intended....

Strawberry.... Taz... A... S... LadyHighlander.... and the rest... Such confusion and uncertainty.... I don't know what I want beyond what I used to have... And I don't know that it's possible to have that again, even in a starting-over kinda way... Obviously it can't pick back up where it left off... not right now, but...

anyways, off to stuff
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